Obviously, this has been a weird week. Even though everyday I seem to regain a little bit of my happiness, every time I get upset it’s as if I fully depressed again, like I never came out of it. Sometimes it gets really bad. I truly wonder if I am bipolar. Also, I took one of the hardest tests that I have ever taken on Friday. It consisted of a five to seven paragraph essay, a close reading with a five to seven sentence response, five questions that all required a five to seven sentence response, and twenty-five vocabulary that demanded a full sentence description. I did all of that in two hours. CRAZY! I wrote the essay within thirty minutes. That is by far the fastest that I have ever written an essay. It was a little bumpy (I tend to have bad spelling when I hurry) but overall ok. Then, tonight I went to a campfire-birthday party thing and got to see a lot of my old friends. It’s kind of weird though, because they all still hang out and I never really get to because I work and go to school and have no time for a social life. But, I did find out that BA just started working at Comfort Cafe, where I will be working in three weeks as soon as summer school gets out. I am excited about that. Furthermore, KC has worked night shift at BiLo almost every night this week, so I have been sleeping alone.
Even crazier was that today KC said that it might be a good idea if I moved in at the college, instead of making the drive every day from home to school. My jaw nearly hit the floor. I didn’t think I would ever hear him say something like that. But, we decided that it was a bad plan anyways because I would still have to drive to work everyday, which is just as far as my house from school. Pointless. Plus, I can’t get a job near school because there are no places to work there. Really. What I do want to do, however, is move to Dahlanaga when I start going to school there in another year. I definetly cannot afford the gas to drive to school there everyday. But KC really doesn’t want to do that. I don’t know what we are going to do.
Anyways, enough drama and whining. Today, on my way home from the campfire-birthday party, I thought of some really good art ideas. First, I want to use Kelley’s siblings in some photography. I would like to do a westerner meets japanese kind of thing. Kyta is all into japanese everything, and her husband, JW, looks so western. I think it would be a really cool photograph if I could get some old-timey stuff going and some good lighting. Then, I want to use Lacy for an old portrait, but like those ones where it took like ten or fifteen minutes for the photograph to actually be taken. Where their pose is serious and sophisticated. But, I am afraid to ask them to model for me.
