Right now I am on an unconceivable rush from finishing Meyer’s second to Twilight called New Moon. I am so overwhelmed with amazing emotions that I feel as if I can’t get them down fast enough. The sound of Glen Hansard is only adding to my high. Meyers could not have set two characters together more wonderfully nor put together a pool of plots, romances, and intense climaxes more perfectly. Every book feeds my emotions and literary needs as a reader, including the more-than-welcomed happy ending. That’s just what I need right now, a happy ending. It almost seems unreasonable and dangerous of Meyers to create such a perfect character as Edward. After I read the third one, which I will surely get my hands on tomorrow, I don’t think I will be able to stand myself while waiting for the fourth book. I will certainly suffer from withdrawal. Overstatement.
I just finished Twilight last night and I am in love with that book. Edward is amazing and the story is really creative. It gives a whole new look to vampires. I totally suggest reading it. There are two other books that go with it and one more that is coming out in August (I think). I havn’t been able to read those yet but I am working on it.
So, here’s the story…Bella moves to her Dad’s house in a little town called Forks. Here she meets Edward who turns out to be a vampire. The book is a romance between them that makes Titanic look drab. It also gets very suspenseful when unexpected visitors show up. I won’t ruin it for anyone, but if you ever get the chance, it is totally worth the read.
There is also a movie coming out based on the book. Here is a video clip of it. Enjoy.
So, in closure for the last post, me and KC worked it out. I went up to work that day and explained to him how I was feeling and he said it was silly that I should think he does not love me anymore or would ever want to leave me. Now, things feel even stronger between us.
Today was a wonderful day. I ran about twenty million errands this morning, making it an accomplished day already. Then, me and Yellow went to North Point Mall and made it there and back without ever getting lost. I finished the day off with three new shirts, a ring, a pair of well-needed shorts for Kelley, and a new Victoria’s Secret bra that fits amazingly. Finally, I helped KC and his buddies at work stock three isles at BiLo.
I have been talking to Mom and things are weird. I want to visit her and give her one more chance but I do not want to have to stay with my grandparents. I guess I will wait for Mom to get her own place before I come up. I started taking her phone calls and listening to her problems. I imagine that living with the grandparents doesn’t give her much of a chance to let out her feelings to anybody. I hope that listening to her will help her out. I guess I should try listening more sincerely.
The family had a Christmas drawing and I got Kyta. She likes Japanese stuff but she wants something that she can use. Any suggestions?
Well, I finally got a new car and in perfect time because a couple days later my car finally got repossessed. It’s a ‘91 toyata camry with chipped paint and no radio, but other than that it’s pretty nice. What has been the interesting part is that it is a manual and learning to drive has been no piece of cake. I have ridden around with the e-break on a couple times, stalled out a bunch of times, and I am still having trouble getting up hills. I’m really happy about it though because I bought it myself, got insurance for it, and it’s my own car.
A couple days ago on Saturday night, me and KC got into a huge fight. Definitely the worst ever. For a while I thought we had broken up. But we talked and stuff and…hopefully we are both trying to change. I am so scared because we have both changed so much. How do you continue to love someone who isn’t the same person you first fell in love with? Is it just a mirage of what you had before and you just keep holding onto it because it’s all you know? I think our perspectives are out of order, and I am trying really hard to correct mine. I love him a lot and I am not sure what I would do without him.
The other day i rented Cloverfield with the gift card kyta and jw got me. I love that movie! I also watched Meet Joe Black with DB but it was just really weird.
Today I drove for fifteen minutes with my e break on and by the time I got home I had no breaks whatsoever. KC fixed me though. Yah.
I also found out that this girl I use to work with has been doing drugs, got kicked out of her house, her boyfriend ODed and she had to call the ambulance, and is pretty much anorexic. I really liked her, she’s really cute and mysterious (one of those girls I wanted to spend the day in the life of in one of my earlier posts). It’s really sad what some people turn out to do and be.
This is for the girl I worked with. I hope she can be happy one day.
