Well, I finally got a new car and in perfect time because a couple days later my car finally got repossessed. It’s a ‘91 toyata camry with chipped paint and no radio, but other than that it’s pretty nice. What has been the interesting part is that it is a manual and learning to drive has been no piece of cake. I have ridden around with the e-break on a couple times, stalled out a bunch of times, and I am still having trouble getting up hills. I’m really happy about it though because I bought it myself, got insurance for it, and it’s my own car.

A couple days ago on Saturday night, me and KC got into a huge fight. Definitely the worst ever. For a while I thought we had broken up. But we talked and stuff and…hopefully we are both trying to change. I am so scared because we have both changed so much. How do you continue to love someone who isn’t the same person you first fell in love with? Is it just a mirage of what you had before and you just keep holding onto it because it’s all you know? I think our perspectives are out of order, and I am trying really hard to correct mine. I love him a lot and I am not sure what I would do without him.