10 kudos
Yesterday I went to the first party where I actually drank. It was at Rockstar’s. Then I went to her house again tonight to help her make her girlfriend’s valentines present. I really like her girlfriend, whom we will call Sparrow. When her and my sister first started hanging out (they used to be close friends) I didn’t like her, even though I never talked to her. But now that I’ve gotten to be around her, I really like her. I told Rockstar that what makes me like her the most is that she never talks when she has nothing to say. I hate it when people talk just to talk.
Since Rockstar and Quin had suck a bad break, I have a feeling that if she’s sees any pics from the party she’s not going to be very happy. She went to visit my mom this weekend. I haven’t seen her in person for nearly a month. I miss her but I don’t think she misses me. I think she’s really confused right now and I really wish I could help her.
My mom finally moved out her my grandparents house. She’s in rehab (again). I’m not sure what to think about it. I want to be supportive but every time I think she might have it together she disappoints. Now I’m just immune. I hope.
Filing taxes would suck if I didn’t get money back. I dread the day I might actually owe money.
I made a watercolor of a daffodil. I decided that one day I would like a daffodil tattoo. They remind me of being little and life being magical.
